I always wanted to be part of this, ill never be. I was exiled before i could live the internet fun, the new friends and mutuals in forums, the nights of no sleep playing games. I never had that and ill never will. I became a loner both in real life and in the web, roaming abandoned buildings urban exploring and long dead forums surfing the web. After my misery i got saved by a miracle, a blessing that changed me for the best and made me realize i dont need a presence online, only in life.
People always said "its never to late to start", "you can build your sites and make friends". I wont. This is not a new start online, a rebranding or a hiatus. Retired before even starting. I am dead and this is my epitaph.
Im living real life now.
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